My Grandfather's Death: My Journal

2/23/12

I love my grand father so much. We used to do everything together. But things don't always end up how you want them to. He is in a hospital right at this moment. My mom left this morning to see him. He lives in fl0rida and we live in New Hampshire. He is well in his 70s and he has really bad arthritis and he also has pneumonia and if you dont know what that means well, he is dying. He has about a week and a half to live. My mom is crying every day, She talks on the phone allot and I think it is my grand mother she is talking to. but I dont know whats going to happen. Today I was crying in front of my whole class in a discution. I know he has a week..or less. I can just feel his thoughts, alone,scared,week,helpless. I have two friends or that I know of that I can trust, that can feel what i'm feeling, My friend Connor lost his grand father and he didnt get to say goodbye and my friend Ainslee who has lost her grand father without knowing him all that much. I hate the fact that I know when he is going to die. I have my whole class supporting me. I wrote a blog life not knowing any thing about him. But now I am here so I guess that back fired on me. Its 6:52 I am waiting for tomorow not knowing if if he is dead now or if I am saying this for nothing. I am glad to have a teacher who cares, her  name is ms small ( well that's what I call her),and she is my favorite teacher.

2/24/12

Today I am still scared for him but I got to talk to him on the phone and he sounded so confused. I was board so I was looking at pictures in my moms computer and I saw a ton of pictures of him and it sort of made me sad to see the pictures and to see my mom upset. I am going to my friend Griffins ( he is one of my best friends) he is taking me to open gym and I hope  that will take my mind  of of everything.

2/25/12

Today we are having a party with are relatives and we are going to skype him if he is strong  enough to talk. We now have everyone here and my dad said  we cant skype. My cousins and their boyfriends were board  so I said lets play pool  and they said okay. We played a few games and then my cousins left. Like five minutes later they came in the room. My cousin Jess just cried and I could see her mouth say their grandfather ( she pointed to me wile talking to her boyfriend ) is dead. Then I looked at my other cousin Julie and she was crying to. I went upstairs and a lot of people were gone.

2/26/12

The next day, my dad said that our mom will be back on Wednesday, I wonder what she will be thinking after all this. I cant wait ( not really ) to here the story of the sad adventure of  my grand father. I hope he is happy in.. Well you know.

stuff

Flea Flicker

One day I had  a  football game a against are rivals. We where  tie game 18 - 18. we where on offence and I yelled " HUDLE UP '' so the offence got in a huddle and are QB said flea flicker on one. "Ready break".
A flea flicker is when the center snaps the ball and the QB grabs the ball and pitches it to the running back.Now the running  back flicks ( pitches) the ball back to the QB and the QB passes the  up the field for the touchdown.
We only use this play when it is needed. if you want to see a flea flicker play watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ik-LNTMYn50&feature=player_detailpage

bullying

I read a blog about bullies and it was a blog by Griffin Getting Bullied.
In the blog he said 2 on 4, he had 2. Well, I was that second person and it was not fun.He is not lying, all he said was true. 1 of the 4 was chasing him around with a plastic bottle and when they got Griffin down, they were kicking him so I couldn't take it anymore so I grabbed them by their shoulders and threw them to the ground and stood there so they couldn't touch him any more. Then it happened " L.I.T.T.L.E"
I knew that Griffin hates being called little and he was mad. The kids ran away and Griffin was crying and then the kids mom saw Griffin crying and said " What's going on?" I said the certain  someone was picking on him and then she made the boys apologize and when the kids left their sister came and kicked dirt in Griffin's eye and then left. It was a short day after that and then we all went home.

Life

Well, some people think life stinks. but if there was no life I wouldn't be here writing a blog and you wouldn't be reading it. But don't think about what doen't matter think  about the good things.
Life is a beautiful thing. Your life is the most importing thing to you. You may not think about it but you should. Life over death.  " Life is to short " one of my favorite sayings. Have fun wile you can do what you want and don't let anyone tell you what to do, unless its a stupid choice and someone tells you not to do it. Don't live down. Be your self.
You always have at one point of your life or that you hate you fact of  life and  the fact of  earth( maybe ). But think about the good things  and say to your self its not worth it. Don't ever wish death upon your self or on someone els. Death is good in some ways like if you have lost someone and when you die you can see them but other wise live life to the fullest and don't give up.
I love my life and you should to. I think everyone should have a   happy past and future. But its not always what it should be. That is a sad  thing because you should cherish every moment of your life if its with a friend,family or with someone you have just met.
Suicide is awful because you are just waisting your life because of someone or your simply fed up with life. I have even heard of  bullies making people want to commit suicide. If you do this your not just waisting your life you're making families of yours, friends, and people that only know you a little sad and that is because it is a horrible thing,to die. If one of my family members died I would be a wreck until I forget it but that is also hard. The same thing with a friend.
Don't make yourself mad or sad just be happy and be yourself. One other thing, if some one wants you to do something that you know is wrong don't do it it could get you sick and possibly die. So just think about ti if you were to die what do you think would happen to the people around you.